Yeah I will definitely say it Like that..Gifts..Because if i have never chose to throw away those cancerous sticks at the first place i would never have received any of those. I still remember the times when i choose to smoke for long hours in between crowded streets. I was looking at people around me as if i was trying to find a purpose. None of them were even looking at me, because of the amount of negativity i carry around with my smoking behaviour. Still when my brother smokes around my house which was the reason for me to start a site which was dedicated to create Home without Smoke. It was my dream and i think I am moving towards it one day at a time. Of course the Positivity I carry around me by staying away from nicotine for nearly 1 Year 11 Months has helped my brother somehow to think through his problems while he was caught in between a mix of Problems. He was managed to get out of it but i saw his smoking many cigarettes in course of two weeks. He literally lost his purpose and took leave and was simply staying inside his room. When i saw that i felt so relatable and empathizeed because , For all my Life before quiting smoking I was Like that..
My Brother Gifted me an Iphone and I am gratefull to him, my mother and to god because all of them hellped me and my father especially for the amount of hardwork he put to make my house finacnially secure. Noone would have done that but he did.That was a great thing from his side. The Phone will help me to follow up my passion which is vlogging and I will definitely getinto Videography and Video editing and make it a Important thing in mhy Life. Video speaks stronger than pictures so a Videogapher has more influence over the Society tan a Photographer.
Apart from that another gifts I Received in various forms including My Family helping me to Study Web Designing and Me being able to start many websites to Plan for a Future of Online Marketing. I had recieved many Success in Youtube and WordPress and Instagram Marketting..My Communication with women got really better .I was able to get many best women friends that helped me to deal with many Emotional Issues i had around women and all.
Two Besties I Got
I am always greatfull for Nikki, As she helped me a lot to process my trauma and she will continue to be in my mind. Although she was becoming so distressed by me for some past few weeks and i took a break from her after that. But I was blessed to have those Magical Grace she emitted around her. It helped me to beat my odds and get progressed in Life.
I am also greatfull for Farzu, She helped me a lot to Progress in my Marketing Career. Constant Discussion of Marketing Ideas with her made me feel motivated and Enthusiastic abt this Career. Many Google Adsense, Amazon Marketplace ideas were born out of her support and Brainstorming with me.
My Tough Mentors
Sometimes I carry resentments towards them because of the way they treated me at some times. Yeah they were narcisstic, bossy, cold, rude and I had felt weak, worthless, oppressed around them. But the thing is this people teach me many lessons that hardness is a very important reality in Life. Life was not all about emotional Sensations, Its also about Tough Battles, Ressistance Training especially with Man. So i am always greatfull for Steve and Sahrudayan for that.
